lots to say and no time to say it

been wanting to blog for days about my increasing feeling of desperation and panic about moving back to nyc. i want to go home, but don't yet know where home is. it's not here in MA, and it's no longer in nyc either.

i leave in an hour, with the boys, for a birthday party in PA this afternoon. it's a bit of a drive (6 hours or so) and I'm not relishing the thought. I have to do my longest run yet tomorrow morning, and it's hard to do after a long long day of sitting and no chance for a nap. we shall see how it goes. i hope to write more when i get back.