I'm not sure how to restart. I've not blogged here for several years, but was putting my energies into SaneMoms. I realized early this year that I was ready to wind it down, as I have more words about my life and direction than I do about motherhood. It feels like my identity is starting to get a little more solid, or, more realistically, I'm coming to terms a little better with who I actually am.
The current hangup to getting the ball rolling is my internal debate about how much to share. How deep, how vulnerable, how private. I need very much to do some of that writing, and can't decide if this is the right forum for it. Am I ready to own it all, and have it out there for anyone to take pot shots at? Is that even wise? I'm not sure.
So I'm here. Happily here. And currently on Mute. Something will make me not be able to keep my mouth shut, and from there the dam is likely to break. This new home is helping, this internet home that is, as I needed a whole clean slate to start with. This site is more a compilation of stuff that I do, I've done, I like, and (soon) what I want to do. I needed to put all my 'stuff' in one room, so I could see it together, and better think about who I am and where I'm going.